把留了很多年的长发剪短，找到了已经忘记的自己。
离开后，才发现自己受了委屈。
离开后，才发现自己错过了很多。
离开后，才发现世界变大了，天空也长高了。
爱得很深，又如何？
付出很多，又怎样？
到头来，也是要放弃的。
放弃了一年的感情。
放弃了爱他的心情。
放弃了有过的回忆。
得到了想要的自由。
这样，其实对大家都好。
真的，这样就好。
希望希望，在我看不到的时候，他会好好的过日子。
希望希望，当我不在身边的时候，他会坚强努力。
希望希望，他会开开心心。
希望希望，他会爱自己。
就像我爱他一样，就像他爱我一样。
最后一次，在这里叫你一声
“宝贝，要好好爱自己！！”
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Monday, August 18, 2008
一个人
坎坷的童年过后,从来没有再一个人走街，吃饭。这是我的原则。
今天，是第一次。
漫无精心地驾着车在路上行驶，脑袋一片空白。
到了目的地，逛逛，买东西，吃寿司。一个人逛，一个人买，一个人吃。
不知不觉，用了整千块。买完了，逛玩了，吃完了，回家。
我从来不会一个人吃饭，如果没人陪，我宁愿不吃。
我从来不会一个人逛街，如果没人陪，我宁愿不逛。
我从来不会一个人买东西，如果没人陪，我宁愿不买。
全因为，怕寂寞。
今天，所有的“不会”我都一个人完成。
到底为什么？
因该是不服吧，不服承诺过的人，临时改变主意。
因为她，心情真的非常地糟。不想见人，不想说话，只想一个人，做一个人可以做的事。
我不需要你陪，不要不要了。
今天的笑容很少，今天没说过一句话。
这样的我其实很可怕，因为连销售员都不敢跟我说话了。
真好笑。
一个人做着一个人作的事，真得很好笑。
我却。。。。。
笑不出来。
今天，是第一次。
漫无精心地驾着车在路上行驶，脑袋一片空白。
到了目的地，逛逛，买东西，吃寿司。一个人逛，一个人买，一个人吃。
不知不觉，用了整千块。买完了，逛玩了，吃完了，回家。
我从来不会一个人吃饭，如果没人陪，我宁愿不吃。
我从来不会一个人逛街，如果没人陪，我宁愿不逛。
我从来不会一个人买东西，如果没人陪，我宁愿不买。
全因为，怕寂寞。
今天，所有的“不会”我都一个人完成。
到底为什么？
因该是不服吧，不服承诺过的人，临时改变主意。
因为她，心情真的非常地糟。不想见人，不想说话，只想一个人，做一个人可以做的事。
我不需要你陪，不要不要了。
今天的笑容很少，今天没说过一句话。
这样的我其实很可怕，因为连销售员都不敢跟我说话了。
真好笑。
一个人做着一个人作的事，真得很好笑。
我却。。。。。
笑不出来。
不想说话
今天，心情很差。根本不想说半句话。
承诺，为什么叫作“承诺”呢？承，就是所谓的承认，承受；诺，便是诺言的意思。它是要我们，勇于承认，承受所说过的诺言。
偏偏，总是自己重视的人，背叛；食言。
心情深受打击，因为，这都不是第一次了。每每，遇到被食言时，我总是视而不见，苦苦哀求，好让她回心转意。当她好不容易答应，却没有丝毫喜悦，反而心如刀割。
那么多年朋友，难道要我撕破脸皮，才能让在我需要陪伴的时候，哀求你来？
想想，我何时在你需要支持时，不在你身边?
想想，我何时在你不开心时，不听你说话？
想想，我何时在你需要陪伴时，不在你左右？
我随时准备在你到下之前，扶持着你。以前是，现在是，未来也是。
每当我遇到挫折，都会一口气的自己撑到底，重来没有让你担心的时候。
可我只有一个小小的要求，就是当你答应了要做的事，别在最后时刻才说不做。
不止一次了。
我会累的。
我心会痛的。
我会很失望的。
别这样对我，好吗？
承诺，为什么叫作“承诺”呢？承，就是所谓的承认，承受；诺，便是诺言的意思。它是要我们，勇于承认，承受所说过的诺言。
偏偏，总是自己重视的人，背叛；食言。
心情深受打击，因为，这都不是第一次了。每每，遇到被食言时，我总是视而不见，苦苦哀求，好让她回心转意。当她好不容易答应，却没有丝毫喜悦，反而心如刀割。
那么多年朋友，难道要我撕破脸皮，才能让在我需要陪伴的时候，哀求你来？
想想，我何时在你需要支持时，不在你身边?
想想，我何时在你不开心时，不听你说话？
想想，我何时在你需要陪伴时，不在你左右？
我随时准备在你到下之前，扶持着你。以前是，现在是，未来也是。
每当我遇到挫折，都会一口气的自己撑到底，重来没有让你担心的时候。
可我只有一个小小的要求，就是当你答应了要做的事，别在最后时刻才说不做。
不止一次了。
我会累的。
我心会痛的。
我会很失望的。
别这样对我，好吗？
Sunday, September 23, 2007
Define Beauty
In everyone’s heart there’ll always be something that is beautiful, important enough to cherish, to give themselves strengths and will to continue chasing dreams in life. Beauty can only be defined by the person who sees it and no one else. Some says, “The sky. Every hour of the day it’s different.” While some says, “Beautiful is… the curve of a smile on a mother’s face as she watches her little girl dance.” Beauty is the qualities that give pleasure to senses, is the total consciousness of our perfections, and it’s an outstanding example of its kind.
Still remember when I was young, no one liked me. I was a fat and ugly, dumb and disgusting child that had been abused by my own aunt. Even my own father hated me. I’d always wonder what’s wrong with me. I don’t think physical appearance would be the cause of hatred. Then mommy wanted a divorce because the person that I used to call “father” betrayed his commitments to my mother and I by seeing another woman, and not only that, he even brought that woman back to home and chased us out of the room during midnight. Sounded sad isn’t it? I was three and my very first lesson that I learned was “betrayal”. I don’t trust anyone else beside myself, because I’m afraid of getting hurt and I’m too scared to try the taste of disappointment. I’ve always believe that the higher expectation you have the bigger disappointment you will get, so I chose not to expect anything from anyone who have any half chance to betray my trust, and to do so, I chose not to trust. Since then I became a defensive person who overly self protected. Eventually, friends didn’t like to hang out with me; teachers don’t even bother about me. I was a pathetic lonely little freak. My second lesson that I learned was “hate”. I hated people around me, I hated myself. Since then, I learned “lonely”. Everywhere I go people laugh at me about my size. I rather am alone where only silence is my most trusted friend.
To err is human, to forgive is divine. There’s no beauty can be born of perfection. No one can ever make everyone like you. I made a mistake, and I willing to change, and from that I learned to “forgive”. I tried to focus on my life, things that I should do and my aims towards my destiny. And so I am ever-seeking to learn that next lesson, “achievement”. You want people to respect you as what you are but first you need to respect the others. What I have learned has helped me to become a contented and respectful person. I stand by my word to study hard and do all the best I could to achieve self-actualization.
Things that happened in life, no matter good or bad, are where you gain your experience. Great changes in my life had proven that nothing is impossible as long as there’s hope. By turning into a confident person, with smile on my face everywhere I go and for everyone I meet, “happiness” was my sixth lesson. Happiness is priceless, it is not meant for sale but to be discovered, and when you have found it, you’ll never miss or lack it. To be satisfied is indeed, to be beautiful.
Beauty, to me, is the process that leads me towards satisfactions. The process that I meant here, is not a formula or a procedure but the mistakes that you had done; the though time that you had been through; the moments that you had shared; and the lessons that you had learned to make you a better person, a person good enough to say, “I am satisfied!”
Still remember when I was young, no one liked me. I was a fat and ugly, dumb and disgusting child that had been abused by my own aunt. Even my own father hated me. I’d always wonder what’s wrong with me. I don’t think physical appearance would be the cause of hatred. Then mommy wanted a divorce because the person that I used to call “father” betrayed his commitments to my mother and I by seeing another woman, and not only that, he even brought that woman back to home and chased us out of the room during midnight. Sounded sad isn’t it? I was three and my very first lesson that I learned was “betrayal”. I don’t trust anyone else beside myself, because I’m afraid of getting hurt and I’m too scared to try the taste of disappointment. I’ve always believe that the higher expectation you have the bigger disappointment you will get, so I chose not to expect anything from anyone who have any half chance to betray my trust, and to do so, I chose not to trust. Since then I became a defensive person who overly self protected. Eventually, friends didn’t like to hang out with me; teachers don’t even bother about me. I was a pathetic lonely little freak. My second lesson that I learned was “hate”. I hated people around me, I hated myself. Since then, I learned “lonely”. Everywhere I go people laugh at me about my size. I rather am alone where only silence is my most trusted friend.
To err is human, to forgive is divine. There’s no beauty can be born of perfection. No one can ever make everyone like you. I made a mistake, and I willing to change, and from that I learned to “forgive”. I tried to focus on my life, things that I should do and my aims towards my destiny. And so I am ever-seeking to learn that next lesson, “achievement”. You want people to respect you as what you are but first you need to respect the others. What I have learned has helped me to become a contented and respectful person. I stand by my word to study hard and do all the best I could to achieve self-actualization.
Things that happened in life, no matter good or bad, are where you gain your experience. Great changes in my life had proven that nothing is impossible as long as there’s hope. By turning into a confident person, with smile on my face everywhere I go and for everyone I meet, “happiness” was my sixth lesson. Happiness is priceless, it is not meant for sale but to be discovered, and when you have found it, you’ll never miss or lack it. To be satisfied is indeed, to be beautiful.
Beauty, to me, is the process that leads me towards satisfactions. The process that I meant here, is not a formula or a procedure but the mistakes that you had done; the though time that you had been through; the moments that you had shared; and the lessons that you had learned to make you a better person, a person good enough to say, “I am satisfied!”
Sunday, August 12, 2007
feeling lonely
today is my birthday where blessings from friends haven't been stop since 11th august night till now through sms and calls and friendster. somehow there's something missing here tonight, i was at home all night long facing the computer doing nothing. feeling empty deep inside wondering what am i looking for? dad wasn't willing to watch atleast a movie with me tonight just because he wanted to watch golf..know what i feel like hating golf sometimes. the first thing comes into parents' mind are golf golf golf and golf and nothing else. all i want is just a movie at home on my night and nothing else why is it so hard?
plan had been cancelled due to some reasons, feeling down because of that makes me feel like i'm the only one left in this world buying myself birthday cake, singing happy birthday to me and all...some of them asked why didn't celebrate or anything...i mean it's your bday and do you purposely go tell everyone "oh today is my birthday so i want you to celebrate with me" like that?
i donno bout others but if it's my closest frens' bday i would put out all my effort to celebrate with her eventhough there's only 2 of us to make sure she is not lonely on her night...
sorry....
i'm just feeling extremely lonely tonight....
just tonight let me cry one last time and i promise i'll never cry because of these small matters again...i promise..
just let me be me tonight
plan had been cancelled due to some reasons, feeling down because of that makes me feel like i'm the only one left in this world buying myself birthday cake, singing happy birthday to me and all...some of them asked why didn't celebrate or anything...i mean it's your bday and do you purposely go tell everyone "oh today is my birthday so i want you to celebrate with me" like that?
i donno bout others but if it's my closest frens' bday i would put out all my effort to celebrate with her eventhough there's only 2 of us to make sure she is not lonely on her night...
sorry....
i'm just feeling extremely lonely tonight....
just tonight let me cry one last time and i promise i'll never cry because of these small matters again...i promise..
just let me be me tonight
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
the story behind *jacy*
"When ppl come and talk bout life, especially during teenage, you'll eventually found out that most of them didn't really know what is life all about. Well, not all, but MOSTLY."
I was with a friend of mine, a new friend. We were sitting in a restaurant and talking about life and all. A lot of ppl around me, mostly, by seeing the way i dress or behave or approach or what-so-ever, will tend to assume that i might come from a wealthy family, living a wonderful life full of pamper and loving care by parents, could just get whatever i want, just like the word "spoilt brat" who didn't even know what's the value of life. Too bad to those who THINK that way. I'm a very straight forward person with many faces, facing A kind of ppl i gave them the A face, while B ppl will receive a B from me and this continue C,D...and so on. Last time i used to find myself dishonest...but when time passed us by, you'll realise this is just a way of living. I've been through alot and have seen alot in my 20 years of life..of course there's still be a long way to go...throughout the years, my buddies are the one who see my changes from a ugly duckling to a swan. Today, what you see in me is a total different me in the past 17 years.
I was born in an extremely wealthy family. The family do big business. Just like what the story tells, rich parents have everything for the kid but love and time. Fortunately, my mom do take well care of me. I wasn't living a happy live in that family, in fact, my mom and i didn't live a happy live in that family. I was being abuse by my father's sister, reason why, jealousy. My grandparents love me more than her son, and in order to get her part of the big fortune protected, she hates me and try to do everything just to chase me away from that house. So, she bit me. When everyone out for job, she bit me. My mom wasn't really liked by the family..cause she is not that well-educated on the other hand the family is rich and famous...they tend to feel shameful with my mom existence in that family..so..my mom was been used as a maid in that house...cook, wash clothes whatsoever..why didn't she just leave the family??Well she stayed just because of me, she needed to stay to protect me from the evil aunt, and if she bring me along to run a way, financial is a big problem for her to raise me up, so she chose to stay. Then, something really bad happened till she couldn't take it anymore but to leave the hell. One night, i remembered, i was three that time, but do have a very clear memory of that period because it is seriously UNFORGETTABLE. That night, the person who i used to call "father" woke us up from sleep, i saw him hugging another woman with his arm, he chased us out of the room and left us outside..he and the woman went in, well god knows what they are going to do in there..since then, i saw tears dripping from my mom's eyes..not only that, the face, the disappointment, heart-broken and sorrows were written clearly in her very eyes. I was the only one there at that time, who was very young, be able to give her a hug...i remembered i told her in Cantonese,"shhh mommy don't cry cause you still have me". She cried for a very long time in my arms, silently. Then she had decided to bring me along with her and leave the damn place. We walk out of the house with our own belongings, and just that, without a glance back. After that, my current dad, who liked my mom for many years, take the part of being a father and a husband and come into my life. Well, i felt happy for my mom and i dare to say we were extremely lucky to have him...he is just such a wonderful person...i love him soooooooooooo much..there we are, happily ever after...
well, that's the family part which now i have no doubt to use the word " perfect"..
I thought life might just go on smooth and steady till i grow old...but the word "forever" doesn't seems to work on me...i was 7 and it;s time to go to school..well the first few months of school day were fun and nice and sweet..but things don't really work out that way anymore after that..i donno why and what have i done wrong, my friends just keep themselves away from me, not only that, even teacher disliked me. She insulted me in the class, making fun of me with the classmates, telling lies to my mom that i wasn't paying attention to her class but actually i DID..*I'm top 3 in the class*..Friends started to call me by nickname like pig, wild bore, JE(virus)...as you can understand that I'm FAT by the nickname they used to call me. I have no friends AT ALL. Hopeless, loneliness, donno wat to do...joyful run away from me..and my mom knows that in the end, so she tried to transfer me to a new environment hoping i can go on a new life with new friends..well i was happy, i seriously was. The first day of the school, that time i was already standard 4, things just don't go the way you want. I remembered the very first sentence that my former class teacher says," hey ppl from row 3 and row 4 please move abit of your seat cause she(me) needs more space, that doesn't fit her".....well i know i'm FAT, but as a teacher as a grown up adult will you say words like these to a small kid? it's a very big "crime" and this actually mentally affected me. I was very depressed at that time, depression makes someone ugly and here i am back into the same friendless life in the new place..i never laugh, i always angry, I'm introvert, i'm depressed, i'm a piece of shit. After primary school, i realised that i couldn't continue that way i have to do something. I decided to let go of the past and seriously look forward. Well i managed to do so, things are slowly getting better, i have friends!!!i am sooo soo soo happy and do you know that;s the first time i have ever tasted the feeling of having a friend is just the greatest thing that happened to me ever..=) here i go, a better secondary school life still with a fat body..until...i liked a guy, love him soooo much till i willing to sacrifice everything just for him. i liked him since form 2 till form 5. But i have no self-confident at all, because i don't have a great look. every single day when I'm home, I'll look at the mirror and ask why do i look like this, why why why....i was very sad when things goes seriously bad...(this part have to cut out)....the incidence is like a big bomb to me, i couldn't take it at that time. This bomb motivates me to go on a serious diet..i work hard during the diet, and throughout the process, changes that happened to me, i learned something from it..i gained something which is not hidden somewhere soooo deep in my heart...it's a lesson. The lesson of life. It's really hard to describe wat i gained through word, because it is something abstract, you need to experience the whole thing and feel it with your very heart..
"to err is human, and to forgive is Divine"
i came across with this phrase one day and realised how stupid i was, because of hatred, i put myself into bad situation, affected my family and ppl who always supporting me..the biggest success now in my live is been able to forgive who ever that was fault. Forgiveness make your heart spacious.
Telling the story of mine here is not to beg for sympathy. Just wanting to share my experience of life what I'd been through, the changes in me and problem solving..it's fine to be wrong as long as you change. NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE TO A WILLING HEART. Here i am now, happy all the way=) sometimes, to let go on the bad memories is a great achievement. you can see things wider and clearer. we learned through experience and once we are contented, we are success.
"The value of life is not how many friends you have or what car you drive, it's the content that matters the most."
*special thank for faye(u know why), my father(current one) and my mom...i love you all!!!
I was with a friend of mine, a new friend. We were sitting in a restaurant and talking about life and all. A lot of ppl around me, mostly, by seeing the way i dress or behave or approach or what-so-ever, will tend to assume that i might come from a wealthy family, living a wonderful life full of pamper and loving care by parents, could just get whatever i want, just like the word "spoilt brat" who didn't even know what's the value of life. Too bad to those who THINK that way. I'm a very straight forward person with many faces, facing A kind of ppl i gave them the A face, while B ppl will receive a B from me and this continue C,D...and so on. Last time i used to find myself dishonest...but when time passed us by, you'll realise this is just a way of living. I've been through alot and have seen alot in my 20 years of life..of course there's still be a long way to go...throughout the years, my buddies are the one who see my changes from a ugly duckling to a swan. Today, what you see in me is a total different me in the past 17 years.
I was born in an extremely wealthy family. The family do big business. Just like what the story tells, rich parents have everything for the kid but love and time. Fortunately, my mom do take well care of me. I wasn't living a happy live in that family, in fact, my mom and i didn't live a happy live in that family. I was being abuse by my father's sister, reason why, jealousy. My grandparents love me more than her son, and in order to get her part of the big fortune protected, she hates me and try to do everything just to chase me away from that house. So, she bit me. When everyone out for job, she bit me. My mom wasn't really liked by the family..cause she is not that well-educated on the other hand the family is rich and famous...they tend to feel shameful with my mom existence in that family..so..my mom was been used as a maid in that house...cook, wash clothes whatsoever..why didn't she just leave the family??Well she stayed just because of me, she needed to stay to protect me from the evil aunt, and if she bring me along to run a way, financial is a big problem for her to raise me up, so she chose to stay. Then, something really bad happened till she couldn't take it anymore but to leave the hell. One night, i remembered, i was three that time, but do have a very clear memory of that period because it is seriously UNFORGETTABLE. That night, the person who i used to call "father" woke us up from sleep, i saw him hugging another woman with his arm, he chased us out of the room and left us outside..he and the woman went in, well god knows what they are going to do in there..since then, i saw tears dripping from my mom's eyes..not only that, the face, the disappointment, heart-broken and sorrows were written clearly in her very eyes. I was the only one there at that time, who was very young, be able to give her a hug...i remembered i told her in Cantonese,"shhh mommy don't cry cause you still have me". She cried for a very long time in my arms, silently. Then she had decided to bring me along with her and leave the damn place. We walk out of the house with our own belongings, and just that, without a glance back. After that, my current dad, who liked my mom for many years, take the part of being a father and a husband and come into my life. Well, i felt happy for my mom and i dare to say we were extremely lucky to have him...he is just such a wonderful person...i love him soooooooooooo much..there we are, happily ever after...
well, that's the family part which now i have no doubt to use the word " perfect"..
I thought life might just go on smooth and steady till i grow old...but the word "forever" doesn't seems to work on me...i was 7 and it;s time to go to school..well the first few months of school day were fun and nice and sweet..but things don't really work out that way anymore after that..i donno why and what have i done wrong, my friends just keep themselves away from me, not only that, even teacher disliked me. She insulted me in the class, making fun of me with the classmates, telling lies to my mom that i wasn't paying attention to her class but actually i DID..*I'm top 3 in the class*..Friends started to call me by nickname like pig, wild bore, JE(virus)...as you can understand that I'm FAT by the nickname they used to call me. I have no friends AT ALL. Hopeless, loneliness, donno wat to do...joyful run away from me..and my mom knows that in the end, so she tried to transfer me to a new environment hoping i can go on a new life with new friends..well i was happy, i seriously was. The first day of the school, that time i was already standard 4, things just don't go the way you want. I remembered the very first sentence that my former class teacher says," hey ppl from row 3 and row 4 please move abit of your seat cause she(me) needs more space, that doesn't fit her".....well i know i'm FAT, but as a teacher as a grown up adult will you say words like these to a small kid? it's a very big "crime" and this actually mentally affected me. I was very depressed at that time, depression makes someone ugly and here i am back into the same friendless life in the new place..i never laugh, i always angry, I'm introvert, i'm depressed, i'm a piece of shit. After primary school, i realised that i couldn't continue that way i have to do something. I decided to let go of the past and seriously look forward. Well i managed to do so, things are slowly getting better, i have friends!!!i am sooo soo soo happy and do you know that;s the first time i have ever tasted the feeling of having a friend is just the greatest thing that happened to me ever..=) here i go, a better secondary school life still with a fat body..until...i liked a guy, love him soooo much till i willing to sacrifice everything just for him. i liked him since form 2 till form 5. But i have no self-confident at all, because i don't have a great look. every single day when I'm home, I'll look at the mirror and ask why do i look like this, why why why....i was very sad when things goes seriously bad...(this part have to cut out)....the incidence is like a big bomb to me, i couldn't take it at that time. This bomb motivates me to go on a serious diet..i work hard during the diet, and throughout the process, changes that happened to me, i learned something from it..i gained something which is not hidden somewhere soooo deep in my heart...it's a lesson. The lesson of life. It's really hard to describe wat i gained through word, because it is something abstract, you need to experience the whole thing and feel it with your very heart..
"to err is human, and to forgive is Divine"
i came across with this phrase one day and realised how stupid i was, because of hatred, i put myself into bad situation, affected my family and ppl who always supporting me..the biggest success now in my live is been able to forgive who ever that was fault. Forgiveness make your heart spacious.
Telling the story of mine here is not to beg for sympathy. Just wanting to share my experience of life what I'd been through, the changes in me and problem solving..it's fine to be wrong as long as you change. NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE TO A WILLING HEART. Here i am now, happy all the way=) sometimes, to let go on the bad memories is a great achievement. you can see things wider and clearer. we learned through experience and once we are contented, we are success.
"The value of life is not how many friends you have or what car you drive, it's the content that matters the most."
*special thank for faye(u know why), my father(current one) and my mom...i love you all!!!
Thursday, May 31, 2007
ReFreshing'*v*'
New coll..new term..new friends...everything is new makes me feel like i've been freshen up...It is indeed seriously something great that happened, i wasn't that tensed anymore worrying how and where would i be in the future..that kind of uncertain feelings make you shivered a little bit sometimes..scary~~well everything brand new means starting all over again, it's seriously doesn't matter to me. i'm not worried bout being elder than others, not even bother bout the so called "generation gap" between me and my younger friends, good new is we get along pretty well+)
Definitely if there's new life, there'll be new thoughts coming out from my mind..i realized i'm more energetic and passionate compare to the time when i was in my old coll..i just have no idea what changed me..i think..maybe it's the atmosphere and the people around changed me..everyone is so determinate and competitive...it's something like the difference between people in Malaysia and Hong Kong...hmmm..i felt nervous but challenging...
Finished figure drawings..suffering but with a little bit of self-enjoyment..
Phew...just that...with one click it's the end of a day..time is flying beyond its limit..and through out the time we discovered, sacrified and learned..with that we were leaded to a better future=)
feeling darn GREAT!!
"I KNOW THAT MY FUTURE IS NOT JUST A DREAM, NOT ANYMORE!!"
Definitely if there's new life, there'll be new thoughts coming out from my mind..i realized i'm more energetic and passionate compare to the time when i was in my old coll..i just have no idea what changed me..i think..maybe it's the atmosphere and the people around changed me..everyone is so determinate and competitive...it's something like the difference between people in Malaysia and Hong Kong...hmmm..i felt nervous but challenging...
Finished figure drawings..suffering but with a little bit of self-enjoyment..
Phew...just that...with one click it's the end of a day..time is flying beyond its limit..and through out the time we discovered, sacrified and learned..with that we were leaded to a better future=)
feeling darn GREAT!!
"I KNOW THAT MY FUTURE IS NOT JUST A DREAM, NOT ANYMORE!!"
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