new true fren, part 2

FROM HER to ME

*touched*

I appreciate it,alot.The effort that u blended in for this message and the time spent on me =) Thank you so much,love you dearly =)

i dunno hw am i supposed to put this words,well i guess i wanna grab u and give you a bigggggggggggieee hugs whn i get back =)))))



This will be the song that i am gonna dedicate to you,sooner or later,i am sure abt it

"True Friends by Hannah Montana"

^^^We sign our cards and letters BFF*****
You've got a million ways to make me laugh
You're lookin' out for me; you've got my back
It's so good to have you around

You know the secrets I could never tell
And when I'm quiet you break through my shell
Don't feel the need to do a rebel yell
Cause you keep my feet on the ground

You're a true friend
You're here till the end
You pull me aside
When something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
'Til it's alright again
You're a true friend

You don't get angry when I change the plans
Somehow you're never out of second chances
Won't say "I told you" when I'm wrong again
I'm so lucky that I've found****

A true friend*****
You're here till the end
You pull me aside
When something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
'Til it's alright again

True friends will go to the ends of the earth
Till they find the thing you need
Friends hang on through the ups and the downs
Cause they've got someone to believe in


A true friend
You're here till the end
You pull me aside
When something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
No need to pretend
You're a true friend
You're here till the end
Pull me aside
When something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
'Til it's alright again
You're a true friend !!!!!***

Bunch of LOVES,
JoVie Wah
JOJO *giglleeee*


*ps...HUGGIES TO HER*

new true fren, part 1

From ME to HER

"You Are Not Alone"

Another day has gone
You are all alone
How could this be?
I am right here with you
I’ll never say goodbye
Let me tell you why
Coz when you here with me
Made my world won't be so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How can I make you smile?
And I’ll whisper in your ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone

'Lone, 'lone
Why, 'lone

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Deep inside your heart
I know you need my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hands
Together we can stand

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How do I make you smile?
And I’ll whispers in your ear and say
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone

Close your eyes and deep inside you know
Oh, girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone...

i not good at modifying songs, lol....

HUGS
*just for you to remember, that....you will never be lonely, cause you have me, and you hav us* =)

looking at the moon

He says: “i didnt want to let u go”

InvisibleToad says: “but tomorrow you going jb ma”

He says: “yea”

He says: “can sms only”

He says: “somemore i be working”

InvisibleToad says: “and i'll be doing my finals”

InvisibleToad says: “but don't worry, we’ll still see each other in our dreams”

He says: “yea”

He says: “hey babe”

InvisibleToad says: “hmm?”

He says: “when u miss me at night”

He says: “look at the moon

He says: “least we be looking at the same thing”

InvisibleToad says: “and we are breathing the same air too”

InvisibleToadsays: “living under the same sky”

InvisibleToadsays: “i miss you everynight”

He says: “ same here”

He says: “ you know, I won’t wanna close my eyes and fall sleep because I miss you”

He says: “ even the sweetest dream can never compare to you because I miss you”

your eyes ask me how..

InvisibleToad says:" my bottel bottel, are you ok?"

He says:" yea."

InvisibleToad says:" you geram abit o."

He says:" sorry sometimes i dont know why."

InvisibleToad says:" it's ok, if you know everything then you are god d."

InvisibleToad says:" we are human, there's alot more "why" that we donno."

InvisibleToad says:" it's like i donno why your eyes can tell stories..=)"

He says:" lolx."

InvisibleToad says:" hehe."

He says:" like i donno how you make my heart melt?"

InvisibleToad:" is like i donno why your hand can be so warm and soft and comfy..=)"

thinking deep, should i? or should i not?

i went breakfast with my mom today, as usual, we talked bout our life and stuff, to keep each other updated.

suddenly i brought up the "love" topic, and wonder what she think bout this. and then, she reminds me of many things, that i couldn't see or forgottan....

i asked, if you really like that person, should "realistic" tells you what to do, or you just do it base on what you think?

she said, love comes without any boundaries, it's reality that allows you to make a choice. and now, the reality tells her, that time is still too young for love to come, it's my future that matters the most.

2 years later, i am going to UK, might not be coming back. should i? or should i not let go? is it fair? or is it not? how to not hurt anyone?

do they have another choice?

yesterday night was my fren's bday celebration. after the dinner, a bunch of us has decided to go chow kit to have a look with "a gua pelacur".

there, i saw plenty of them (according to my fren, that night consider very very very little) standing on the street, a very creepy, dark and dirty street, shaking their body trying to grab attention.

we were laughing, i guess ppl enjoy seeing ppl who are different from normal, but deep down in my heart, i felt simpathy.

maybe, just maybe simpathy is the last thing they want from the society? what they wanted, i guess, is hope. hope to reborn? hope to start a new life?

they were laughing, they were dancing, they look happy...but are they?

or should say, do they have another choice?

soft hand

he has soft hand...i felt it that night=)

but...

with plasters...lol

thank you

Tonight is a sleepless night, while listening to the beautiful voice of josh groban, i am here writing a blog=) (obviously)

being honest and telling the truth can actually make someone so relief. i am always an honest person, but was shivered for a sec because i donno how to tell him face to face. finally, i had a long talk with him in msn, and i feel great bout it=) it's a mature way to be honest to each other when you are planning to move on to the next step.

i guess i was hiding myself too much previouly, makes me unhappy and sad. but luckily i manage to talk to my frens and get over it. i am back to happy mode, and try to always be=)

laughing is one of the best thing to do, it gaves hope=) and it shine me in a way. without laughing, i guess i am not being myself.... it's been a long time since i ever laugh like this before, waht a wonderful feeling..=)

i want to laugh, always=)


"love does not consist in gazing at each other but in looking outward together in the same direction"

thank you, for listening. for caring. for understanding. for being honest.

and you really have beautiful eyes, your eyes tell stories..=)

tonight's a great night

Tonight's a great night.

I went out with a fren of mine, or i would say a date??okay....a fren date.. haha...well, whatever it is, the most important thing is that we both having great time talking and chilling out(he told me so).

Flashing back bout what we had chatted, reminds me of the sweet memories when i am living with my grandparents. i miss my grandpa alot alot alot alot alot.......sigh, i miss him, tho he had passed away 6 years ago, not living with us in this house anymore, but i can feel him=) he always like to turn into butterfly, and stay in my pc room for hours!!! i know it's him=)

Anyway, yeah...lol, gosh...i have no idea why am i blogging......


By the way, he is....erm...kinda cute....(damn, he sure damn perasan when he read this)

找自己

把留了很多年的长发剪短，找到了已经忘记的自己。


离开后，才发现自己受了委屈。
离开后，才发现自己错过了很多。
离开后，才发现世界变大了，天空也长高了。


爱得很深，又如何？
付出很多，又怎样？

到头来，也是要放弃的。


放弃了一年的感情。
放弃了爱他的心情。
放弃了有过的回忆。

得到了想要的自由。


这样，其实对大家都好。

真的，这样就好。







希望希望，在我看不到的时候，他会好好的过日子。
希望希望，当我不在身边的时候，他会坚强努力。


希望希望，他会开开心心。

希望希望，他会爱自己。

就像我爱他一样，就像他爱我一样。







最后一次，在这里叫你一声

“宝贝，要好好爱自己！！”

一个人

坎坷的童年过后,从来没有再一个人走街，吃饭。这是我的原则。

今天，是第一次。

漫无精心地驾着车在路上行驶，脑袋一片空白。

到了目的地，逛逛，买东西，吃寿司。一个人逛，一个人买，一个人吃。

不知不觉，用了整千块。买完了，逛玩了，吃完了，回家。

我从来不会一个人吃饭，如果没人陪，我宁愿不吃。
我从来不会一个人逛街，如果没人陪，我宁愿不逛。
我从来不会一个人买东西，如果没人陪，我宁愿不买。

全因为，怕寂寞。

今天，所有的“不会”我都一个人完成。

到底为什么？

因该是不服吧，不服承诺过的人，临时改变主意。
因为她，心情真的非常地糟。不想见人，不想说话，只想一个人，做一个人可以做的事。

我不需要你陪，不要不要了。

今天的笑容很少，今天没说过一句话。

这样的我其实很可怕，因为连销售员都不敢跟我说话了。

真好笑。

一个人做着一个人作的事，真得很好笑。

我却。。。。。


笑不出来。

不想说话

今天，心情很差。根本不想说半句话。

承诺，为什么叫作“承诺”呢？承，就是所谓的承认，承受；诺，便是诺言的意思。它是要我们，勇于承认，承受所说过的诺言。

偏偏，总是自己重视的人，背叛；食言。

心情深受打击，因为，这都不是第一次了。每每，遇到被食言时，我总是视而不见，苦苦哀求，好让她回心转意。当她好不容易答应，却没有丝毫喜悦，反而心如刀割。

那么多年朋友，难道要我撕破脸皮，才能让在我需要陪伴的时候，哀求你来？

想想，我何时在你需要支持时，不在你身边?
想想，我何时在你不开心时，不听你说话？
想想，我何时在你需要陪伴时，不在你左右？

我随时准备在你到下之前，扶持着你。以前是，现在是，未来也是。

每当我遇到挫折，都会一口气的自己撑到底，重来没有让你担心的时候。

可我只有一个小小的要求，就是当你答应了要做的事，别在最后时刻才说不做。

不止一次了。

我会累的。
我心会痛的。
我会很失望的。

别这样对我，好吗？