Thursday, June 17, 2010

always on my mind♥


It's been awhile since my last post in this blog.

I don't understand what is the feeling I am having right now. It's a strong feeling, that did not just happen [click] like that. It is so strong that words could never be enough to describe it.

One thing for sure i know and I couldn't lie to myself, is that you are always on my mind. From the day I met you, from the day you asked me to dance, I know it well enough that you will become someone so influential to me. It happened.

Oh gosh.

How I wish I could say it out loud to you , that I love you. I love you so much. I know that you know it, you have strong senses in you, even if I don't speak my mind, you knew what I am thinking about. That is how great you are to me, because you understand, and willing to understand.



I used to be a selfish person, who believe so much in love should exist only when I can get a same amount of love that I have given in return, or greater but never less. I used to believe that when love happened it should last forever. I used to think that to love is to own, to be the most important, to be the most special. But YOU the one, who showed me what LOVE truly is, and how great LOVE can be, and how much you have loved and still loving.

LOVE is more than just about saying it.

I discovered LOVE is so much more than I used to know. LOVE is an action happened only from your truest will. LOVE comes from within. It is not to be told how much you have love. It is not to be showed how great your love is towards that special person. Love is not meant to own but to be given, it is not meant to be seen but to feel with your soul, it is not meant to be read but to understand with an open heart.

With Love, I wish you to be happy, regardless where your happiness comes from.
With Love, I wish I could set you free by replacing my wings to your broken ones.
With Love, I wish you could love the way you wish to love.
With Love, I wish you could be loved by someone whom your heart has given to.

Thank YOU so much, because you made me LOVE again.
You made me discover that I can go further than I thought.
You discovered me, and I discovered MYSELF.



Discovering is a kind of love.
Understanding is a kind of love.
Caring is a kind of love.
Concerning is a kind of love.
Scolding is a kind of love...and many more.

♥All kinds of love in the world make life so worthwhile, so great. Smile from within, that's the greatest present I would love to have from you, and from everyone else that I love. I love YOU, and all of you. ♥



I am one step ahead now, and many awaiting still. Can't wait to see what is ahead of me :) And fear is getting lesser, strength is getting bigger.

I am not afraid. Anymore.


I am so brave, because I see myself. Because I LOVE YOU.